Boy Chronicles: About a Boy

Hey Guys,

Well I want to introduce you all to my bestfriend, due to closet issues, we will call him JB (which refers to Jim Beam, my spirit of choice). Now, JB and I have known each other for a long time, but only just started hanging out about seven months ago. We pretty much spent every weekend together and had a blast. He knew the entire time that I was gay. Now a month before I moved to Auckland, he decided to tell me, and I quote "I like boys too"

We stayed up talking ALL night, about anything and everything, I obviously accepted him, I mean, why wouldnt I? I respected him for telling me, but wondered why he took so long to tell me.

He went home about 2am-ish and then came back around the next day which is when we kissed.

We decided, that still with the knowledge that I was leaving, we would make the most of our final month together and just enjoy it. Which we did and it was great. Seriously, it was GREAT!

The "relationship" is over, but the friendship is stronger than ever, which I love, but I cant help but feel, that if I start seeing someone, that I'd be cheating on him.

We knew when we went into it that we never wanted to try the long distance thing. Maybe everything happened the way it was suppose to? Maybe the one month we had together was to push our friendship that much closer and hold it there and only there. I dunno.

All I can say is mine and JB's story is very much still being scribed.

Go with the flow guys!